Clearly I’ve had a relapse with regard to the emotional position I was in 18 months ago and I can’t let that continue. Here’s hoping that with the financial mess behind me now I can grasp some bull by the horns and get some traction in life again. It’s been way too long since I felt on solid ground.<\/p>\n
That said, the end of last week and the weekend just passed was the most hopeless and emotionally debilitating period I can remember over the last two years. I have no certain idea why and that\u2019s concerning because it seemed to come from nowhere and I really was struggling to stay afloat. I spent hours on the phone with friends just to hang on. I really hope that was some incredibly obscure and unlikely set of circumstances that\u2019s done & dusted now because I\u2019m pretty sure I\u2019d be underwater if I had to try and stay on top of that level of psychological blackness for a couple of weeks continuously.<\/p>\n
Anyway I\u2019ve shortlisted some tasks this week to try and prevent slipping down to that level again. Hopefully that state will not reoccur before I find my feet again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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