• About
  • Archives
  • Categories
  • Archive for the ‘Health’ Category

    White Knuckle Day…


    2010 - 04.25

    Obviously I don’t have all the holes plugged up yet, the Committee’s running rampant and I am just not yet able to hand it over to the Cosmos. I’ve been here before, you’d think it would have become easy by now. As Caligula states in the movie of the same name, “you can’t have both for the same price!”

    I know I’ll get through it, work through it, but I’m knots and fire today. I need a distraction for the day. For those of you who come into contact with me, forgive me for being a bit “ratty” today.

    Simple is best…


    2010 - 04.17

    A long and hard working day, but rewarded with seeing a happy and relieved smile and a heartfelt hug. I can’t think of a better sense of having done something good for another.

    A quick Dock in Port…


    2010 - 04.10

    Fun night, bit of “hanging” around with “encouragement” by an old friend, although left to sleep alone and no breakfast duet… 🙁

    Still worked off the week’s work angst 🙂 And it rained last night and this morning, so a not too shabby start to a weekend.

    Did manage a quick slip into JB HiFi early last night before the show and picked up “9” on Blue-Ray. Should enjoy that tonight I think.

    Friday, not any other day…


    2010 - 04.09

    Seriously can’t wait for work to be over today. Runes are clear, so I’ve sent the word out, and looking forward to some dining, “de-stressing” and curling up in bed with someone tonight and breakfast in the morning.

    Mirror of Dreams -> Reflections of Madness


    2010 - 03.31

    I wish the Committee of Desire didn’t have such free reign in my head somedays! A Demon that was sleeping seems to have turned in it’s slumber and appears to be waking again. It shouldn’t be possible to want something so badly that you logically know you can’t have and have to keep telling yourself to stop thinking you can.

    In Search of the Moa…


    2010 - 03.28

    I think I’m going to make a concerted effort to holiday in New Zealand or be organised for a holiday there by the end of 2011. Guess somebody will be Furbag sitting!

    The Week that yet was…


    2010 - 03.09

    Here’s hoping this week is not as insane as last. Either way, the weekend’s been fantastic for the soul!

    Dancing in the Tears of the Gods…


    2010 - 03.07

    As no doubt some of you will realise, this has been my absolutely favourite weather. The last 24 hours has just been everything I should ask for in a day including sitting next to a demi-goddess: to ask for more is nothing short of ingratitude.

    I’ve been home, no requirement to be anywhere particularly, not needing to do anything. It’s rained heavily most of the day, and I’ve read, played boardgames (in this instance War of the Ring), sat and walked outside in the rain.

    This evening, all I’ve done is lie in bed on crisp and clean sheets listening to the rain, dozing off, waking to the rain, dozing off several times. Outside of someone lying beside me sharing some of these moments in time, it couldn’t be a better day. I’ve just meandered through my own personal Shangri-La.

    The Cosmos is most generous with me today.

    My Body WAS a Temple…


    2010 - 03.04

    I think the whacky week at work is getting to me, I just took a post 9:30 pm run to McDonalds and then ate it! I feel disgusted in myself. Seriously people have been having all sorts of ridiculous problems at work, and none of the sensible and logical resolutions seem to be working. It’s like the whole place has gone crazy.

    Dr Tarr and Professor Feather…


    2010 - 03.04

    The Mind is a strange and wonderful thing. Some might say mine is a very strange but perhaps not so wonderful thing. Being the obsessive compulsive that I am, I realise that my mind can play tricks on me, particularly where my emotions are concerned. Just because I think or feel something doesn’t mean others do. Nor should they. What I might like another to feel for me doesn’t make it so, applying equally to positive and negative feelings. Still occasionally the Committee goes to town in the confines of my mind, and I wonder who’s in charge.

    Such is the world. These days I deal with such much better than I did before. Still Reality is a difficult ball to handle, more like trying to hold onto a handful of lube actually.

    But two things always makes me feel wonderful…

    One is the Rain.