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23
November

Between Worlds…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Depression, Dreams, Health

Lost in time & space day, basically embraced Morpheus.

18
November

Back Through the Archives…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Art, Film, House, Tech

Morning of sorting through Archives & Backups to determine what can be trashed. Watch a french movie called “Livide”, which was a pleasant change from the fairly slash happy, saw ‘em up type of Horror film we get these days almost all the time.

17
November

Hoarder…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Games, House, Humour, Tech

Spent the day reorganising some cupboard space to clear a bit more off the floor. Since reorganising 6 months ago I’ve accumulated boxes on the floor and boardgames in piles everywhere. I’m looking forward to game night with Andrew (friend in Daylesford). We have a regular Thursday night gig, as much for helping him wind […]

16
November

Confirmed a weekend down in Geelong for a coming weekend prior to Christmas. Some Photography & gaming.

15
November

Networks…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Depression, Games, General, Work

Much the same as yesterday. I did join a “meetup.com” group for boardgames. I’m also going to try a weekly gaming session at GUF to ensure I get out of the house a couple of times a week for some fun. Networking might help with some work to keep the wolves at bay too!

14
November

Lack Lustre…

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Fairly lack lustre day, struggled to emotionally keep my head above water. On days like this it’s hard to know if you’re better off trying too push through it, or sleep through it.

13
November

I honestly have done nothing but research on the internet, chat and watched a few youtube videos today. I won’t feel guilty about it either.

12
November

Stepping Out…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Depression, Games, Health, Relationships

A slow day. Plans for a burn off to get rid of the collection of branches blown down over the last few months by the wild weather were rescheduled due to too much wind. Additionally rain put a stop to mowing. So in the end I spend the afternoon going through boxes of old computing […]

11
November

It’s amazing how Public Holidays become meaningless to you when you’re currently not working. I hadn’t even realised it was a local public holiday. To be honest it’s one of those that doesn’t really seem to have much meaning to me, nor I’m sure many others, other than an excuse for a day off. Such […]

10
November

Being Kind to Myself…

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Today was just another day spent trying to come up with more ideas about kicking off small opportunities to enter into the coming holiday season with so as to have something running next year. Employment opportunities traditionally slow down at this time of the year here, and don’t really kick off again until middle to […]

09
November

My negative waves must be transmitting, since I had a call from my sister today. She does seem to have a “Craig Alarm” that goes off when I’m in a really shabby place. Anyway it was good to have a short rant session. It definitely eased the angst of the day for me. I suppose […]

08
November

Scratching my head most of today trying to come up with some new ideas for pulling in some money. The Furbags refuse to shake booty out on the street corner so a career as a Pimp clearly won’t work.

07
November

Fire Sale…

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Well it’s time for a Fire Sale, best I can manage is my old laptop, an old camera and some Golf Clubs. There’s just nothing else worth selling.

Still wrestling with the sleep pattern, but at least it seems to be coming around. I’m hopeful that by Wednesday I should be back into the normal pattern. I’ve found that for me 06:30 to 22:30 / 23:00 works best.

06
November

Is Another Man’s Junk…

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Boxing up old books & DVDs is the most productive thing I’ve done today.

05
November

One Man’s Treasures…

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Cupboard tidy up looking for more stuff to jettison.

04
November

Space Opera…

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Completely trashed day, slept until 16:30. Did remember to watch the live-play Twilight Imperium put on by Dice Tower, so that was a win.

03
November

Biting the Bullet…

Written by m0rg0th. No comments Posted in: Depression, General, Health, Winge

Less angry than yesterday, after nothing is going to change except my behaviour. I can’t afford to get bitter when I’m already struggling against falling down another pit of Depression.

02
November

Breadcrumbs & Salt…

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Less than impressed today. Apparently my “overly generous” unemployment support has been reduced with a fine for “non compliance”, i.e. not logging onto an online course. Fine equals 10% of benefit. Hilarious.

01
November

Night Shift…

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Sleep cycle is absolutely shattered this week. It feels like I’m slipping into a night shift mode.