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    A Gypsy Fancy gone with the Caravan…


    2010 - 06.29

    Recovery from this Cold is progressing finally, not cured, but on the mend. So while a physical purging is in progress, so too is an emotional exorcism. Some feelings just can’t be held onto if life is to go on forward.

    I’ve always been one to try to move forward in the journey, and now is a time that demands I move forward sooner rather than later. If I dwell within what is held when there is no reason to hold on, I’ll slowly die a little more each day. So I’m purging both physically and emotionally. Hopefully to spiritually move forward, and embrace the Cosmos again, rather than try to force my way aside from the path.

    Journey to the centre of…


    2010 - 06.17

    If someone finds my brain on the ground, can they please put it back in my skull, because I think I’ve misplaced it and filled the cavity with cotton wool instead.

    Runes say patience, but great upheaval and a change that cannot be undone have already been set in motion.

    Today I just don’t know. I don’t know anything really. And normally I’d say wise is the man who knows he knows almost nothing. Today it’s just, well I don’t know. But then surely to know all would be to go mad…or would it?

    Did I just see or hear something…


    2010 - 05.21

    Pretty Good day. And damn how does someone catch me by surprise like that?

    Slipping my toes in the Maelstrom…


    2010 - 05.04

    My Runes are telling my it’s going to be tough going with the Cosmos in the medium term, that I need to change and that much that was, needs to be left behind. There is no satisfactory refuge that isn’t a failure to face reality. I feel like I’m in Milkwood. I think I need a very very long holiday…

    From the mouth of a babe…


    2010 - 04.27

    Today I was completely taken aback by the comment of a small child. I’ve been astounded by it all day, and amazed at the impact on me…

    *shakes head*

    A day to reflect…


    2010 - 04.16

    Over today I’ve spent several hours chatting to different people about life and living. I’ve remembered how lucky I am to be alive AND happy. Obviously happiness is still a commodity in short supply.

    I guess these days I sort have gotten into the habit of taking the fact I’m happy most of the time for granted. In fact it’s been nearly a year since my last bout of deep depression.

    Bouts of depression aside though, I’ve been happy for the best part of 20 years now, and there’s no doubt that’s something to be grateful for, and to show thanks in life where ever I can. Every little bit of good I do in the world is a way of showing my gratitude for what was shown to me in the first place and has kept me going since.

    Thanks to all those that gave for me, taught me to give, and I hope I do as well for others.

    In Search of the Moa…


    2010 - 03.28

    I think I’m going to make a concerted effort to holiday in New Zealand or be organised for a holiday there by the end of 2011. Guess somebody will be Furbag sitting!