Tonight I cooked “Sex on a Plate” without having someone provide the “dessert” afterward. Not usually something I would do, but it was worth every moment of preparing it to see the look on my guest’s face while eating. She glowed.
Simple things really can light up the beauty inside and out.
The irony is that I’m absolutely entranced and head over heels with no option of truly being able to step over that line and take it further. Once before in my life I’ve known such a connection with someone from the moment I met them, and both times it seems the Cosmos damns me to be spectator! Circumstance and my own ethical boundaries mean I must watch from the other side of the river so to speak. And so I make the most of what I can have safely.
Oh I KNOW that meal. You’re making me wish I could go back and have that for my lunch. She’s a lucky girl, how come she didn’t get to pay! Not that paying is a “crime”, although sometimes it might require punishment! Hope you’re doing well dear one.
I’ll email you with some updates.